Yesterday was inspection day of our Haggled House.
According to my dictionary ( the big hard covered one) not the the (the small soft flimsy paper back version one) …inspect means to view closely in critical appraisal, to examine officially; inspection is the act of inspecting; a checking or testing of an individual against established standards.
LOTS OF GUS stuff going on at my house …… that I don’t really know if I can do anything about anyway until we get the report anyway. I will just stay away and let grouchy gibberish Gary handle all of this. (Hang out and put in some productive over time at work) ( Yeah sure…. twirling again in the office assistant chair…this time balancing a nutrigrain bar under my lip instead of a fig newton)
In a few days…
I of course will look at the report…snort… and say no matter what it says…. ”Are you kidding me?” ” There is nothing wrong with my perfectly good house.” I will compare it to the other one we had. Supposedly SISSY’s friend is her home inspector. Do I think that means anything?…. I don’t really know… ( all my friends are teachers) ( even the old ladies) so to call them today probably wouldn’t do anything for me either. I don’t have any friends, confidants, acquaintances or connections in the publishing field either… and as you know I have been extremely unsuccessful getting my book published ( I guess just as well)…. we are in the middle of the story…..anyway…without the book getting published….
I guess you can see what a sour mood I am in today…yesterday too…( even a little more moody) ( I think I burst in tears three times)… You know how I don’t deal with being judged very good. I always expect the worst… Keep your fingers crossed we come to some kind of agreement…. in this step of the process…
I noticed I am trying really hard to stay focused. Upon patient self inspection I realize I am eating, writing, sleeping and drinking ( Did I just admit to that…) ( like a fool) even more sporadically than usual. ( But I guess you noticed that… I am begining to miss postings ) (Trying my best ( crying) in the corner doing my preschool powerful calming mantra)
Of course I will keep you posted…..during this self inspection time……
